My big day!

To dearest dad, mum, and bros,

I'm getting baptized tomorrow.! Trying to call you on skype and via calling card but failed.. Just wanna tell you again about tomorrow and thank you for the wishes & blessings =) Will show you video and photos about my water baptism k.! Good night and call you all tomorrow night =)


Min Yu

大树

风暴来袭，大树倒了。

如果当初土壤勇敢地紧抓树根不放。。如果小溪拼命地滋养灌溉守护。。

如果。

那么受伤的小兔就会有牢固的避风港。。 难过的心也能躲过风雨的欺凌。。 在大树的护荫下渐渐痊愈。。

然后，快乐起来。

None can fathom.. Your Wisdom

From the highest of heights to the depths of the sea
Creation's revealing Your majesty

From the colors of fall to the fragrance of spring
Every creature unique in the song that it sings

Who has told every lightning bolt where it should go
Or seen heavenly storehouses laden with snow

Who imagined the sun and gives source to its light
Yet conceals it to bring us the coolness of night

Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name.
You are amazing God

All powerful, untameable,
Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim
You are amazing God

The day when we had sore shoulders

"Again, I tell you that if two of you on earth agree about anything you ask for, it will be done for you by my Father in heaven. For where two or three come together in my name, there am I with them." -Matthew 18:20-

一夜长大

Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age. -Matthew 28:19-20-

那一年

那一年，我们是不知天高地厚的大小孩。

尽情地玩乐，把地平线给震歪了。。

疯狂后累了，就排排坐养精蓄锐。。

然后，在辽阔的庄园中，干杯！！

宝贝

Heard that you seem to know what happened.

You were looking around for her. And you made all your effort to hold your tears.

Listen, you will not see her again, but she is watching.

So baby do not cry, the rest of us will hold your hand on her behalf, we will be by your side and shield your way and make you love your tomorrows.

He truly knows.

At the sixth hour darkness came over the whole land until the ninth hour. And at the ninth hour Jesus cried out in a loud voice, "Eloi, eloi, lama sabachthani?" - which means, "My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?" -Mark 15:33-34-

Even Jesus, the Son of God, had experienced the helplessness of being abandoned. Yet, He remains faithful and sinless, because he does not change, everything else changes.

She has peace, knowing that He understands how does it feel being abandoned.

KO

Have you ever heard of the abbreviation KO??

For those who loves full-contact combat sports, such as boxing, karate, mixed martial arts, and other sports involving striking, I bet you cannot wait to fill me in.

Well, in my field, KO = gene knockout!!

It is a genetic technique we employ in the lab in which an organism is engineered to carry genes that have been made inoperative. The purpose of KO is to learn about a gene that has been sequenced, but which has an unknown or incompletely known function.

In our days, from time to time, we will feel like we have been -KO-. Sometimes by people around us, at times by obstacles lying ahead of us, but most of the times by our own selves. Eventually we will lose our faith in people, exhaust our courage and confidence at the feet of difficulties, last but not least we lose our smiles and strength to go on with our lives.

We tend to immerse ourselves in sorrow and frustration and allow them to blind our eyes and our precious hearts, behave exactly like our genes are being KO and that's nothing else we can do about it. However, we always overlook the main purpose behind the fact we are KO.. It is meant to test the unknown function of ourselves, which in other words to polish and refine ourselves by stretching our ability and capacity in all areas all directions beyond the old selves we once thought we were.

I am not smart. I do not know why me, why the hard way. But I do know something. That I must learn to walk if I lost my wings and could not fly anymore, I must still love and give even though all my loved ones are not around, and most importanly I must keep smiling knowing that no one will ever make me smile again.

And most most importantly, I shall have peace knowing that I have Him, I can trust Him, and that I wanna do all I can to love Him and glorify Him in my every undertakings, for He is my light, my righteousness, and my source of strength. "I wanna thank you Jesus, I wanna thank you Jesus, my Lord, my Lord, my saviour..."

Blow away..

I never knew that I was gonna miss the wind so much. Standing at the Te Apiti wind farm, being touched by the wind and surrounded by the cool air, I'm like a fish returning to the blue deep sea, and a bird going back to the arms of blue white sky.

I'm breathing again!! Trying my very best to gasp in as much air as I could, to refresh every single cells of mine with strength and God's grace.

I'll continue to walk in Your way and shine for Your kingdom. I'll swim into a whole new world I've never experienced before and I'll fly with those wings You have given me higher and further to the place near You.

I promise. I do.

We are busy family

Dad and mum as well as uncle and aunt will be arriving New Zealand, the Land of the Long White Cloud tomorrow. Yay.

This is the legendary, so-called the biggest project of the year that I've been telling people about, and it's gonna kick off in less than 14 hours. Yoo.

Our family trip has a duration of 17 days with two main objectives to be achieved: First is to attend my graduation and second is to tour around this beautiful country =)

On the other hand, bro has left Malaysia for his academic tour around the Jawa Island with his faculty. Wish him have great time there!!

Last but not least, my youngest bro will be too busy having the entire house in his control while we are all away and continues dating his computer games or whatever. Bro tells me that he is super excited =P

Pray to God to protect our family throughout the journey and to bless both of my dearest bros in their undertakings. May Your presence be with us that we shall find rest and peace in You. Amen.

Tree

She has been sending people off and biding farewell to everyone. A few of them, whom to her doubt if they would ever meet again, gave her parting hugs and wished her the very best in her future journey.

There is this friend that she knows she is gonna miss on and off in future. Sorry to tell that she does not know his full name and she does not know him long. To her, he is like a big tree despite his small size, with its long winding roots living in the soil of everyone's heart. She likes the spark in his eyes the moment he dragged a chair next to her and started telling her his story. She appreciates his sincerity the moment he quietly cleaned up all the mess everyone made in the kitchen and the house.

And all the delighted moments they share. She made a promise to herself looking at the airport shuttle tailing off her sight. She wanna be a tree too, a big tree that grows in her friends' heart, a reliable support now and always.

D.N.A.

曾经耳闻一席话，其中一句深深烙印在我脑海里。。

“时代的巨轮不停歇地滚动着，从早期帝国主义的烽火连天，经历经济主义的梦想起飞，到后期驻在文化主义的现代。。”

对此，我点头如捣蒜般大力认同。没错，在现今全球化的地球村中，最具有威力的武器不再是刀枪弹炮金钱钞票， 而是文化思想创意点子！！我管他们叫作无形剩有形的一班家伙，只因他们的影响力深涉各个阶层角落，不费蛮横之力就得以操控脑电波及人心。

名牌。时尚。潮流。音乐。电影。电视。生物科技。奈米科技。有机主义。素食主义。等等等等等等。

“当，我和世界不一样，那就让我不一样，坚持对我来说就是以刚克刚；我，如果对自己妥协，如果对自己说谎，就算别人原谅我也不能原谅；对，爱我的人别紧张，我的固执很善良，我的手越肮脏眼神越是发光；你，不在乎我的过往，看到了我的翅膀，你说被火烧过才能出现凤凰。。”

小时候很羡慕武侠世界当中重情重义以武会友的豪杰英雄，想不到长大后成了五迷一尝夙愿得以以摇滚诗词结缘四海之内的好友。

这篇博文，献给与我狂飙咸鱼高喊阿姆斯壮不知温柔和知足为何物的你你你，还有过去四万四以及未来五万五震动地球从黄毛丫头蜕变成社会达人的你你你！！

PlayGround

It has been a while since the Memora's box was last unlocked..

She thought she had the lock sealed and the key hidden in the deepest layer of her memory grave. Apparently she was wrong. The haunting feelings, the difficulty to breathe and the sense of helplessness have numbed her thinkings. Her heart claimed victory over her brain.

The wind carried her back to the City of Wind. She saw a long dark shadow walking along the busy street and she could never forget those heavy steps. The shadow was the old her, two years ago when she was about to become homeless before she met her only angel, a Malay friend of her.

That day onwards, she never said no to bless others with her little room.

The flat land reminded her the City of Christ. She saw a weary face wandering through the crowds in the busy shopping mall. The face was the old her, two years ago when she lost contact with her family back home and she was about to be tricked to get a new cell charger. This time her angel was a newly-made friend and he drove half an hour to get her a new but cheap cell charger.

That day onwards, she would never hesitate to travel hours whenever her friend needs her.

The bright sunlight whirled her back to the City of Cat. She saw a shivering body in a clinic being scolded by the doctor. The body was the old her, two years ago when she first went back home for summer holidays and got high fever due to the hot weather during her trip. The doctor could not believe the fact that she managed to get through the serious nausea for days before she was taken to him. She knew it well that it was simply because the last thing she wanted to do was to add more burden to her friends' parents as they even took leave to bring her travelling around.

That day onwards, she knew that she has found the one thing she was hoping to get out of the trip.

Before the Memora's box was further disclosed, she saw a paradise and laughters were everywhere. She was surrounded by little angels around, and without her realize she was suddenly one of them. She had all the electrons released and without her realize again, the Memora's box was melted under the sun.

"It is time to move on." This was the last thing she remembered before she fell asleep in the bus on her way back home.

This World

I have no idea since when I don't know much about what's going on out there, in Wellington, in New Zealand, in Malaysia, in the world..

I've been telling people that I enjoy my life here and that I live a fruitful life here, being busy with studies and friends, which I really do..

However, is that really the reason I am here being who I am doing what I am doing??

Ever since God steps into my life, I have peace to let Him to take over my everything and from time to time I look forward to my next assignment given by Him, at different stages of my life.

Every moment from now on, I pray that I won't be self-centered anymore but to learn to set my eyes upon bigger purpose with a wider perspective, to dare to dream bigger and move on to the next stage in my life.

How?? To see + hear + feel + touch the world with wisdom + knowledge + talents + ability to love that we are blessed with =)

TQ Jesus

One year ago, a girl who used to describe herself as a tortoise hiding under its shell decided to step out of her comfort zone and take an adventurous journey in her pursuit of a deeper life. She wanted to trust herself and her everything into the hands of her Maker by serving Him and His people in student ministry despite of the uncertainties and many unknowns lying ahead. The year has not been easy and she knows it well that it is never meant to be easy, however, here she is after one year standing still at the feet of her heavenly Father with a contented smile on her face.

One year later, the girl is amazed at how wonderful God is to her that she has been transformed into a better her with greater capacity to love. She realizes that her journey with God does not end here, instead of that she must seek God for her next assignment in order to step into the next level of her life, another adventurous journey yet is worth living for.
Thank you MY's president for being such a great partner on committee, thank you MY's general executive for appreciating my insensitivity of telling truth, thank you MY's secretary for making me feel young, thank you MY's treasurer for trusting me!!

Guess what?! I now officially announce that IT'S TIME TO BLOG AGAIN ^_^

aeroplane in the wind

She went back to the place today. And she had a long walk.

Surrounded by the beautiful creation, she found rest in the arms of the creator of all.

The soul which once was weary was refreshed and the heart which once was burdened was set free.

She knows that this is gonna be a long tough fight. But she has no fear despite all the uncertainties lying ahead.

I am your Creator. You were in my care even before you were born.
She knows that she can trust herself and her life and the people around her into the hands of the Creator, the one who made her and will take care of her.

"You, Lord, give perfect peace to those who keep their purpose firm and put their trust in you."
She now has courage and strength to search and carry out her purpose of life given by the Lord Almighty, whose love is enough, whose grace is enough, whose mercy is enough.

She learns to set her both eyes upon the Heavenly Father, lay down herself to be used for a greater purpose. To treasure herself in the eyes of the Creator and to love others those lost and unsaved.

She loves life, for she loves God =)

Luckily..

I always claim myself to be cold-blooded.

I pour out love and passion whole-heartedly. Only to the right one right thing right moment.

You guys tend to claim me being cold-blooded.

You witness my pain and struggles. And how I take action logically rationally immediately emotionlessly.

I learn from pain. I stand up from failure. And now..

I have got hopes in my hands. Luckily I have you my angel my family my friends =)

MY day

That day is still fresh in my mind.

I walked along there, the places I like the most;
I breathed in cold air, it smelled freedom but responsibility;

One day I might be back standing at the brick I used to stand,
I hope there would be bright sun ray shining at two long dark shadows,

And we shall put on smile on our faces, because of You.

我是大人了

每次都发现自己还没有准备好，就不知不觉醒在大人的世界里了。


孔子说，人之初，性本善；
荀子则说，人性本恶，我认同后者。
这是从小学就有的认知。

活生生的例子就是我。
小时候的我很坏，具体的情况不太记得了，但潜意识的感觉是如此的清晰。
女生是赖以情绪生存的生物，谁说不是呢。

虽说不出个所以然来，我却记得那只厚实的手，和他所给予的转捩点。
自此之后，我就一直一直地被眷顾被守护着，现在亦然。

那是伟大的创物者的手，那时慈爱的天父的手，那是无形却实在的手。
因此，我变成了我，小学中学学院大学，虽跌跌撞撞却越挫越勇的我。


大人的世界很辛苦，我能当这么快乐的小孩，都是因为有那么辛苦的大人。


再过四个小时，我就是大人了。（纽西兰现已午夜十二点，可老弟说我出生于大马，得以当地时间为准）
也曾迷迷糊糊，也曾彷彷惶惶，也曾失措而逃。
还会迷迷糊糊，偶尔彷徨失措，却早已走出漂泊枯木的人生，一步一脚印地向圣灵之光迈进。

感谢上帝的手，感谢他赋予我生命中美好的一切，感谢他爱我并祝福我所爱的家人朋友。
我站得稳，我走得健，因生命的重量有你为我撑着，因我伫立在奇迹创造者的鞋子里头。


如果我不小心长大了，我要当爸妈哪样辛苦的大人，让每个小孩，快乐得不想长大 ^_^