My schedule was full yesterday, and is full today. My first 'yum cha' of the year, later at approximately 3 a.m. There is 101% I am not gonna make it, haha.
This is most likely my last post in Malaysia this year, next updates would be after I go back and settle down in New Zealand. Ok do not be sad lol
Feb 07 - HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!!! GONG XI FA CAI!!!!
My great pleasure to finally get to meet ALL family members, relatives, and of course my buddies. My mouth never exercise (talking laughing & eating)this much since I came back for holidays. Hahaha.
Feb 14 - HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY =P
Listen to me, do not need to book me during that day, do not offer me any farewell function, just go ahead and celebrate it with your right ones, as I will not leave permanently ok. Hehe.
Feb 15 - BYE BYE.. =(
Yeap my flight back will be on that day.. It is gonna be a nearly twenty hours travelling.. KL-Singapore-Auckland-Wellington =( Nevertheless, my church, my university, my pursuit of dream & future, the wind and the sea, they are all waiting for me there ^_^
I will meet new people and I will have a new life.
This song is called 'Born to Love'. So let's make a deal while we are apart.
Love God. Love your parents. Love your siblings. Love your family. Love your friends. Love your enemies.
Love yourself. Love your another half. Love knowledge (Grow wisdom). Love your body (Eat well & Sleep well & Do sports). Love your life (Don't smoke & Drink less).
Deal?
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails -1 Corinthians 14:4-7-
最后，在全世界遭遇大风大雪大灾难之际，大家集结爱与勇气长大一岁吧，加油
Thursday, February 07, 2008
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
最初和最后
This morning when I was sweeping, I heard an unfamiliar die off sound of car engine, driven by my curiosity, I peeped out the window. A blue Proton came into my sight and I saw one guy coming out followed by a woman, carrying a lot of stuff both hands.
Ohh.. It was my neighbour's son and his wife!! I hardly recognised him as he left home to work in KL when I was still in primary school. Compared to the immature and playful guy last time, what I saw today was an older but more mature man.
Hmm.. A scene popped in my mind, maybe many many years later, my car will stop in front of home, and I would be the main character in the scene I saw today lol
In the afternoon, I accidentally opened a drawer which has remained untouched for ages. Staring at the purplish envelope, something hit on my dying memory. There were many envelopes and letters in the drawer, mostly were addressed to me by my first and only pen pal. All of a sudden, I could feel that my memory was refreshed and those days appeared again like it was just yesterday.
I joined this camp when I was a student reporter. When it came to the last day of it, I received a letter from a participant called Xuan. I was just about to throw it away before my friend stopped me and told me that the person who gave me the letter was the one who sat right in front of me during lunch. See see I was and am such blur..
Feeling sorry towards Xuan, I decided to reply the letter so that I could somehow feel better. Then our pen-palship had begun. Xuan was the youngest in the family who always longed for a sister, whereas I was the eldest and longed desperately for a big bro; Xuan was from big city who had been to many places, whereas I was from a small town who rarely had chance to travel around; Xuan had finished PMR with 8 As whereas I was facing it. Our pen-palship grew so quickly thru a great deal of experience sharing.
Till one day, due to a reason which I tried so hard but failed to recall, I stopped replying letter anymore. I was so cold-blooded to the extent that I ignore all the letters coming after. Looking at the letters today, all memories were sweet but I knew for sure that there must be something that caused me to choose to lose my first pen pal, just I did not remember anything anymore. Because of that, I did not open those letters just now, deep in my heart, I think it would be better not to reveal the real reason, having warm memories and leaving the cruel truth behind would be the best it could be.
Later when I prayed I suddenly realised that that was me, the true me, the I who only remember hurt and pain and disappointment, the I who never care about the reasons causing or leading to that feelings. Feels like I am introduced to myself once again, the girl who is sentimental and emotional in life, the girl who is sensible and rational in studies, the girl who cepat naik marah tapi cepat lupa dendam lol
Thanks to dad and bro for enduring my imperfectness, for taking the blames even though I am the one who do wrong, for cheering me up no matter how, for letting me to bully them whevever I feel like doing so ^_^
Thanks to teachers for sayang-ing me. Thanks to friends for befriend-ing minyu yang tidak berhati perut ^_^
Thanks to Xuan, too.
Ohh.. It was my neighbour's son and his wife!! I hardly recognised him as he left home to work in KL when I was still in primary school. Compared to the immature and playful guy last time, what I saw today was an older but more mature man.
Hmm.. A scene popped in my mind, maybe many many years later, my car will stop in front of home, and I would be the main character in the scene I saw today lol
In the afternoon, I accidentally opened a drawer which has remained untouched for ages. Staring at the purplish envelope, something hit on my dying memory. There were many envelopes and letters in the drawer, mostly were addressed to me by my first and only pen pal. All of a sudden, I could feel that my memory was refreshed and those days appeared again like it was just yesterday.
I joined this camp when I was a student reporter. When it came to the last day of it, I received a letter from a participant called Xuan. I was just about to throw it away before my friend stopped me and told me that the person who gave me the letter was the one who sat right in front of me during lunch. See see I was and am such blur..
Feeling sorry towards Xuan, I decided to reply the letter so that I could somehow feel better. Then our pen-palship had begun. Xuan was the youngest in the family who always longed for a sister, whereas I was the eldest and longed desperately for a big bro; Xuan was from big city who had been to many places, whereas I was from a small town who rarely had chance to travel around; Xuan had finished PMR with 8 As whereas I was facing it. Our pen-palship grew so quickly thru a great deal of experience sharing.
Till one day, due to a reason which I tried so hard but failed to recall, I stopped replying letter anymore. I was so cold-blooded to the extent that I ignore all the letters coming after. Looking at the letters today, all memories were sweet but I knew for sure that there must be something that caused me to choose to lose my first pen pal, just I did not remember anything anymore. Because of that, I did not open those letters just now, deep in my heart, I think it would be better not to reveal the real reason, having warm memories and leaving the cruel truth behind would be the best it could be.
Later when I prayed I suddenly realised that that was me, the true me, the I who only remember hurt and pain and disappointment, the I who never care about the reasons causing or leading to that feelings. Feels like I am introduced to myself once again, the girl who is sentimental and emotional in life, the girl who is sensible and rational in studies, the girl who cepat naik marah tapi cepat lupa dendam lol
Thanks to dad and bro for enduring my imperfectness, for taking the blames even though I am the one who do wrong, for cheering me up no matter how, for letting me to bully them whevever I feel like doing so ^_^
Thanks to teachers for sayang-ing me. Thanks to friends for befriend-ing minyu yang tidak berhati perut ^_^
Thanks to Xuan, too.
Monday, February 04, 2008
终于。。哈哈！！
丫头的肌肉在经历了长达三个月的怠慢及松懈后几乎变成了肥肉，哈哈，多谢今天拔刀相助将本小姐从周公手中抢救回来的死党们，终于，我踏入了曾经熟悉的健身房并大开杀戒大战至挥汗如雨。
刚刚跟老弟通了长途电话，他听起来好像累坏了忙坏了也闷坏了，哎哟，闻见他那么可怜，我就气消了啦，就算生气他不守信用不陪我玩不能团圆三宗罪，可怎也敌不过他那极具说服力的理由呀。
上网时无意中看到了一则令丫头会心一笑的新闻，我超欣赏兼无敌喜欢的阿信终于。。他终于。。他。。嗯。。想知道的话就自己去搜寻吧 =P
我想，今天的我过得算愉快的吧，虽然身边的恶魔无可避免地不少，可在丫头四周筑起坚不可摧的堡垒的天使却也不少，是你在宠着我吧，少来，我看见你在跟我眨着眼睛呢，感恩你赋予我的一切，际遇环境经历考验，谢谢你让我知道，一切都在你的掌握之中，我亲爱的宇宙的创始者！！
刚刚跟老弟通了长途电话，他听起来好像累坏了忙坏了也闷坏了，哎哟，闻见他那么可怜，我就气消了啦，就算生气他不守信用不陪我玩不能团圆三宗罪，可怎也敌不过他那极具说服力的理由呀。
上网时无意中看到了一则令丫头会心一笑的新闻，我超欣赏兼无敌喜欢的阿信终于。。他终于。。他。。嗯。。想知道的话就自己去搜寻吧 =P
我想，今天的我过得算愉快的吧，虽然身边的恶魔无可避免地不少，可在丫头四周筑起坚不可摧的堡垒的天使却也不少，是你在宠着我吧，少来，我看见你在跟我眨着眼睛呢，感恩你赋予我的一切，际遇环境经历考验，谢谢你让我知道，一切都在你的掌握之中，我亲爱的宇宙的创始者！！
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
mei mei
mei mei.. I so wanna hug you before I turned away from you..
but I did not. It was easier for you to say goodbye that way. It was easier for you to handle parting if I did not leave you much memories. but was it possible?
mei mei.. A little you have given me such huge deep impact!!
The moment we got lost in the busy shopping complex because of my terrible sense of direction, you were the one who acted cool and led me out of puzzles. No cry, no blame, you did not even lose confidence to trust yourself into my hands.
The moment you eventually approached me, gently picked up my hand, you held it and you asked me not to hold those hands too tightly as they were gonna sweat later. Looking into your sincere eyes, it hit me straight to the bottom of my heart.
mei mei, you are little, you are still the real you, your original identity and personalities are still well-protected from the outside world. You do not hide your true feelings, you go ahead with whatever you think you need to do, your life is free from regrets and losses and I truly hope that you will not have to go thru that soon.
At night you generously gave me half of your bed, you made me dress up your barbie dolls and you kept talking about everything, and you would not let me sleep even after you had said me goodnight for more than ten times. At last you finally asked me not to leave the next day, even though you clearly knew that was not possible.
mei mei, you might not know that I could not sleep well that day, I was awake staring at the ceiling, with all kinda things processing in my mind. After covering you with blanket, I questioned myself when was my last time being brave against lows and problems? Since when I tend to act like tortoise and hide in my shell to escape reality?
You are a little angel God put in my life, to be my mirror so that I will not easily be moulded into a masked me by the earthly world. May you be blessed, together with your big bro, the knight on white horse, as well as your second bro, the kind giant, live happily and healthily always and forover!!
but I did not. It was easier for you to say goodbye that way. It was easier for you to handle parting if I did not leave you much memories. but was it possible?
mei mei.. A little you have given me such huge deep impact!!
The moment we got lost in the busy shopping complex because of my terrible sense of direction, you were the one who acted cool and led me out of puzzles. No cry, no blame, you did not even lose confidence to trust yourself into my hands.
The moment you eventually approached me, gently picked up my hand, you held it and you asked me not to hold those hands too tightly as they were gonna sweat later. Looking into your sincere eyes, it hit me straight to the bottom of my heart.
mei mei, you are little, you are still the real you, your original identity and personalities are still well-protected from the outside world. You do not hide your true feelings, you go ahead with whatever you think you need to do, your life is free from regrets and losses and I truly hope that you will not have to go thru that soon.
At night you generously gave me half of your bed, you made me dress up your barbie dolls and you kept talking about everything, and you would not let me sleep even after you had said me goodnight for more than ten times. At last you finally asked me not to leave the next day, even though you clearly knew that was not possible.
mei mei, you might not know that I could not sleep well that day, I was awake staring at the ceiling, with all kinda things processing in my mind. After covering you with blanket, I questioned myself when was my last time being brave against lows and problems? Since when I tend to act like tortoise and hide in my shell to escape reality?
You are a little angel God put in my life, to be my mirror so that I will not easily be moulded into a masked me by the earthly world. May you be blessed, together with your big bro, the knight on white horse, as well as your second bro, the kind giant, live happily and healthily always and forover!!
Friday, January 25, 2008
escape
Ahhh.. Hot la.. Panas la.. Zhwa la.. Lwa la..
I have been back for more than two months but my body is still so not used to the weather. My body has been having revolution whenever it is exposed to the wave of heat.
Fever la.. Dry cough la.. Diarrhea la.. What not..
These two days sleeping bugs have attacked and taken over my body and turned it into hibernating mode. The more I sleep the tired I feel that's why I decide to counteract those bugs by keeping myself awake thru blogging.
Dad forced me to see doctor because of my dry cough and as a result my sputum was sent to the lab. Poor me had to take cough syrap which was my number one enemy among all medicines. I rather take tablets or get injection than drinking cough syrap =(
Mum felt bad at her cookings as they caused me to have diarrhea very often till she found out the truth lying behind. My stomach gets so sensitive to the extent that whatever I eat or drink stand the possibility to contribute towards my diarrhea lol
All blames go to the hot weather =P
In order to train my body so that it adapts to the room temperature, I insist not to on the air-con during daytime. It does not help much I reckon. During the night bro needs two blankets to protect himself from getting a cold, the point is I do not feel cool at all under the same temperature.
One thing that cheers me up is that I am going to KL tomorrow and I am not travelling alone!! Haha. I still love my hometown but sometimes you just cannot stay in the same environment for too long. I need to go to somewhere else for a while, I need a getaway from my mundane routine.
Trust me, home is the ultimate place I wanna be no matter how attractive the world out there, there are 50 billion people passing by each others everyday, only those who mean a lot to you will make you stop your steps and stay with them, do not worry ya =)
I have been back for more than two months but my body is still so not used to the weather. My body has been having revolution whenever it is exposed to the wave of heat.
Fever la.. Dry cough la.. Diarrhea la.. What not..
These two days sleeping bugs have attacked and taken over my body and turned it into hibernating mode. The more I sleep the tired I feel that's why I decide to counteract those bugs by keeping myself awake thru blogging.
Dad forced me to see doctor because of my dry cough and as a result my sputum was sent to the lab. Poor me had to take cough syrap which was my number one enemy among all medicines. I rather take tablets or get injection than drinking cough syrap =(
Mum felt bad at her cookings as they caused me to have diarrhea very often till she found out the truth lying behind. My stomach gets so sensitive to the extent that whatever I eat or drink stand the possibility to contribute towards my diarrhea lol
All blames go to the hot weather =P
In order to train my body so that it adapts to the room temperature, I insist not to on the air-con during daytime. It does not help much I reckon. During the night bro needs two blankets to protect himself from getting a cold, the point is I do not feel cool at all under the same temperature.
One thing that cheers me up is that I am going to KL tomorrow and I am not travelling alone!! Haha. I still love my hometown but sometimes you just cannot stay in the same environment for too long. I need to go to somewhere else for a while, I need a getaway from my mundane routine.
Trust me, home is the ultimate place I wanna be no matter how attractive the world out there, there are 50 billion people passing by each others everyday, only those who mean a lot to you will make you stop your steps and stay with them, do not worry ya =)
secret recipe
We were together again. Inevitably it was mentioned again.
"Min Yu!! The last wish of all schoolmates and classmates before we graduate is to see you to be pissed off and to lose your temper.. You know!!"
As usual, I could do nothing more satisfying but kept on putting smile on my innocent face, what else could I do.
Sad to tell that I nearly lost my temper a few times recently.
When I was alone surrounded by heavy traffic and those noises made by impatient drivers..
When all the calm and confidence were replaced by insecurity and anxiety.
When I went around hometown only to find irresponsible folk doing harm to the environment without concern..
When there were a lot of wrongdoings to be justified but all you feel was helplessness.
When I had to give up things that I desperately longed for them so much due to factors which were beyond my control..
When the time was flying away no matter how hard you tried to grasp it and made effort to hold it back.
Happy to tell that prayers worked at all times when one expected them least.
Insecurity, self-doubt and regret can be winned over by care, assurance and appreciation. Yeap it is easy to say than to act it out. But you stand up from falling and you learn lesson from experience. It is like rainbow only comes out after storm.
Miracles only happen to those who believe in them. I whole-heartedly believe. You?
"Min Yu!! The last wish of all schoolmates and classmates before we graduate is to see you to be pissed off and to lose your temper.. You know!!"
As usual, I could do nothing more satisfying but kept on putting smile on my innocent face, what else could I do.
Sad to tell that I nearly lost my temper a few times recently.
When I was alone surrounded by heavy traffic and those noises made by impatient drivers..
When all the calm and confidence were replaced by insecurity and anxiety.
When I went around hometown only to find irresponsible folk doing harm to the environment without concern..
When there were a lot of wrongdoings to be justified but all you feel was helplessness.
When I had to give up things that I desperately longed for them so much due to factors which were beyond my control..
When the time was flying away no matter how hard you tried to grasp it and made effort to hold it back.
Happy to tell that prayers worked at all times when one expected them least.
Insecurity, self-doubt and regret can be winned over by care, assurance and appreciation. Yeap it is easy to say than to act it out. But you stand up from falling and you learn lesson from experience. It is like rainbow only comes out after storm.
Miracles only happen to those who believe in them. I whole-heartedly believe. You?
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
PHOENIX
It is not an ordinary picture. Not if you look with your whole heart. You should see a phoenix if you try hard enough.
You may call me a tortoise. As I seek shelter inside my shell again. This time I might take a little longer. Only me being brave is never enough.
Bathing through fire, then a phoenix reborns..
Till then, just keep smiling =)
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