We are busy family

Dad and mum as well as uncle and aunt will be arriving New Zealand, the Land of the Long White Cloud tomorrow. Yay.

This is the legendary, so-called the biggest project of the year that I've been telling people about, and it's gonna kick off in less than 14 hours. Yoo.

Our family trip has a duration of 17 days with two main objectives to be achieved: First is to attend my graduation and second is to tour around this beautiful country =)

On the other hand, bro has left Malaysia for his academic tour around the Jawa Island with his faculty. Wish him have great time there!!

Last but not least, my youngest bro will be too busy having the entire house in his control while we are all away and continues dating his computer games or whatever. Bro tells me that he is super excited =P

Pray to God to protect our family throughout the journey and to bless both of my dearest bros in their undertakings. May Your presence be with us that we shall find rest and peace in You. Amen.

Tree

She has been sending people off and biding farewell to everyone. A few of them, whom to her doubt if they would ever meet again, gave her parting hugs and wished her the very best in her future journey.

There is this friend that she knows she is gonna miss on and off in future. Sorry to tell that she does not know his full name and she does not know him long. To her, he is like a big tree despite his small size, with its long winding roots living in the soil of everyone's heart. She likes the spark in his eyes the moment he dragged a chair next to her and started telling her his story. She appreciates his sincerity the moment he quietly cleaned up all the mess everyone made in the kitchen and the house.

And all the delighted moments they share. She made a promise to herself looking at the airport shuttle tailing off her sight. She wanna be a tree too, a big tree that grows in her friends' heart, a reliable support now and always.

D.N.A.

曾经耳闻一席话，其中一句深深烙印在我脑海里。。

“时代的巨轮不停歇地滚动着，从早期帝国主义的烽火连天，经历经济主义的梦想起飞，到后期驻在文化主义的现代。。”

对此，我点头如捣蒜般大力认同。没错，在现今全球化的地球村中，最具有威力的武器不再是刀枪弹炮金钱钞票， 而是文化思想创意点子！！我管他们叫作无形剩有形的一班家伙，只因他们的影响力深涉各个阶层角落，不费蛮横之力就得以操控脑电波及人心。

名牌。时尚。潮流。音乐。电影。电视。生物科技。奈米科技。有机主义。素食主义。等等等等等等。

“当，我和世界不一样，那就让我不一样，坚持对我来说就是以刚克刚；我，如果对自己妥协，如果对自己说谎，就算别人原谅我也不能原谅；对，爱我的人别紧张，我的固执很善良，我的手越肮脏眼神越是发光；你，不在乎我的过往，看到了我的翅膀，你说被火烧过才能出现凤凰。。”

小时候很羡慕武侠世界当中重情重义以武会友的豪杰英雄，想不到长大后成了五迷一尝夙愿得以以摇滚诗词结缘四海之内的好友。

这篇博文，献给与我狂飙咸鱼高喊阿姆斯壮不知温柔和知足为何物的你你你，还有过去四万四以及未来五万五震动地球从黄毛丫头蜕变成社会达人的你你你！！

PlayGround

It has been a while since the Memora's box was last unlocked..

She thought she had the lock sealed and the key hidden in the deepest layer of her memory grave. Apparently she was wrong. The haunting feelings, the difficulty to breathe and the sense of helplessness have numbed her thinkings. Her heart claimed victory over her brain.

The wind carried her back to the City of Wind. She saw a long dark shadow walking along the busy street and she could never forget those heavy steps. The shadow was the old her, two years ago when she was about to become homeless before she met her only angel, a Malay friend of her.

That day onwards, she never said no to bless others with her little room.

The flat land reminded her the City of Christ. She saw a weary face wandering through the crowds in the busy shopping mall. The face was the old her, two years ago when she lost contact with her family back home and she was about to be tricked to get a new cell charger. This time her angel was a newly-made friend and he drove half an hour to get her a new but cheap cell charger.

That day onwards, she would never hesitate to travel hours whenever her friend needs her.

The bright sunlight whirled her back to the City of Cat. She saw a shivering body in a clinic being scolded by the doctor. The body was the old her, two years ago when she first went back home for summer holidays and got high fever due to the hot weather during her trip. The doctor could not believe the fact that she managed to get through the serious nausea for days before she was taken to him. She knew it well that it was simply because the last thing she wanted to do was to add more burden to her friends' parents as they even took leave to bring her travelling around.

That day onwards, she knew that she has found the one thing she was hoping to get out of the trip.

Before the Memora's box was further disclosed, she saw a paradise and laughters were everywhere. She was surrounded by little angels around, and without her realize she was suddenly one of them. She had all the electrons released and without her realize again, the Memora's box was melted under the sun.

"It is time to move on." This was the last thing she remembered before she fell asleep in the bus on her way back home.

This World

I have no idea since when I don't know much about what's going on out there, in Wellington, in New Zealand, in Malaysia, in the world..

I've been telling people that I enjoy my life here and that I live a fruitful life here, being busy with studies and friends, which I really do..

However, is that really the reason I am here being who I am doing what I am doing??

Ever since God steps into my life, I have peace to let Him to take over my everything and from time to time I look forward to my next assignment given by Him, at different stages of my life.

Every moment from now on, I pray that I won't be self-centered anymore but to learn to set my eyes upon bigger purpose with a wider perspective, to dare to dream bigger and move on to the next stage in my life.

How?? To see + hear + feel + touch the world with wisdom + knowledge + talents + ability to love that we are blessed with =)

TQ Jesus

One year ago, a girl who used to describe herself as a tortoise hiding under its shell decided to step out of her comfort zone and take an adventurous journey in her pursuit of a deeper life. She wanted to trust herself and her everything into the hands of her Maker by serving Him and His people in student ministry despite of the uncertainties and many unknowns lying ahead. The year has not been easy and she knows it well that it is never meant to be easy, however, here she is after one year standing still at the feet of her heavenly Father with a contented smile on her face.

One year later, the girl is amazed at how wonderful God is to her that she has been transformed into a better her with greater capacity to love. She realizes that her journey with God does not end here, instead of that she must seek God for her next assignment in order to step into the next level of her life, another adventurous journey yet is worth living for.
Thank you MY's president for being such a great partner on committee, thank you MY's general executive for appreciating my insensitivity of telling truth, thank you MY's secretary for making me feel young, thank you MY's treasurer for trusting me!!

Guess what?! I now officially announce that IT'S TIME TO BLOG AGAIN ^_^

aeroplane in the wind

She went back to the place today. And she had a long walk.

Surrounded by the beautiful creation, she found rest in the arms of the creator of all.

The soul which once was weary was refreshed and the heart which once was burdened was set free.

She knows that this is gonna be a long tough fight. But she has no fear despite all the uncertainties lying ahead.

I am your Creator. You were in my care even before you were born.
She knows that she can trust herself and her life and the people around her into the hands of the Creator, the one who made her and will take care of her.

"You, Lord, give perfect peace to those who keep their purpose firm and put their trust in you."
She now has courage and strength to search and carry out her purpose of life given by the Lord Almighty, whose love is enough, whose grace is enough, whose mercy is enough.

She learns to set her both eyes upon the Heavenly Father, lay down herself to be used for a greater purpose. To treasure herself in the eyes of the Creator and to love others those lost and unsaved.

She loves life, for she loves God =)