Old Friend..s

Keen for a poem?? Here is a special one =)

when there is a plane, there is a leave....

u maybe to another country far away from me,

but I still will send my best of care through the moon, please... please remember me when you see the moon...

not that I am as round as the moon, but my heart of missing you is as round as the moon.....

just like seasons you will know, when winter goes here come the spring, when you miss me just see the moon...

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my new home, although it is not a bungalow, not really nice in look and not grand enough....

but u can see Kuantan view through here!

sometimes it will bring very nice surprise such as fire games....

home... a warm and a place that open wide to you...

though maybe it is not the best looking but it is a imaginative to a better life!!

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The above is a poem written by my little cousin. No bombastic words, yet touching my heart.

Tired as a result of having five hours classes continuosly today. But something was waiting for me..

Inside the huge mysterious envelope was a hilarious card as shown, "Mad about U", hahahahahahahaaaaaaaa

Other than the card was a letter of three pages long!! Reading thru it many times and suddenly I realized that.. OLD FRIEND..s!! I miss u!!

Yin, I become speechless looking at ur letter.. what I can say is just.. thank you thank you thank you..

Err.. of course I will reply.. err.. praying for my "ilham" to come soon la.. lol

As compensation, I "curi-curi" tell u what u were wondering about.. open ur eyes wide and read carefully o

Hmm.. actually I know about KW' s girlfriend.. Even worse to tell is.. I knew before they officially became together.. Even even worse is.. he showed me their photo two days before I left Malaysia.. Even even even worse is.. I had the privilege to see how the girl looked before his mum did.. The worst is.. u will never wanna know.. hmm.. =P

PS: Hey KW, oops.. did I just say something that I was not supposed to?? Huh?? Haha.. Anyway, it doesn't violate our promise ya.. coz everyone knows edi what.. lol


Don't know why.. But I really really feel like laughing.. May I?? Don't care!!

HAHAHA HEHE HOHOHO

lalala - Crazy Night

Hmm.. Just got my essay done.. Had my assignments and lab report all done the other day..

BUT.. My tests and project are still waiting ahead of me.. That's what people call "campus life" huh =P

And.. For ur information.. Im still having my holidays!! So.. I decide to take a break tonight.. Who cares!!

BUT.. What to tell ler.. Never mind.. I guess I just lalala.. Again lol

Pada suatu malam..

I was "dragged" out of my room..

by my senior's flatmate - the driver..

and my Weir friend - the pinky girl..

There were we!!

The Oriental Bay!!

In a windy cold night!!

me and the gal were treated makan..

before we headed to shop for dessert..

then we stopped in front of parliament for a while..

yeap of course a photo is a must!!

then we went to senior / his flatmate's house!!

we were served apple pie and green tea by them!!

watched a movie called "Highlander"

with blanket covered the whole body and two heaters on

till midnight then only we were sent back

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Mum thought what happened to me as she failed to call my landline

then only after that she found out how crazy her daughter was

lol

but I think she rather wanted me to have my night passed in that way

instead of staying in my room

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Ok is lalala finish

^_^

Call Him The Miracle Maker

I love being under the sun !!!!!!!

After going thru rainy + windy + cold days and nights, the lovely sun finally shows its lovely face, what a beautiful day, and it is a Sunday ^_^

Walking along the Oriental Bay after church, enjoying the chocolate flavoured New Zealand ice-cream, chit-chatting with friends.. What else could I ask for more?!

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A few days before, I didn't step out of my room except for lunch and dinner. Yup.. I could imagine my dad staring at me and pleading me to go out if I was back at home. Pity my dad lol

Then u must be wondering what on earth was I doing in my room for those few days. Sorry to tell that I have no idea at all. Well, only God knows =P

Staying in ur own comfort zone is never ever a good thing for ur growth. I know that, and God knows better than I do. That's why I was out of my room for these three days, and nights.

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" Hey minyu!! Wanna go out and have a look at the night view of Welly?? Come on!! "

" Hey gal!! We are having a gathering for DVDs and snacks tonight.. So just join us?? "

" Yo!! Gal!! Wanna join us for girls' night?? Do come la.. "

And.. what not..

The moment all these texts bombarded my cell phone, I had bitter smile on my face. I just knew it.. This is not the first time tho..

Im far too passive to step out and at the same time God just can't tahan to see me rotting anymore, so he arranges me a lot of plans, all I need to do is just to follow his will. Hohoho.

I shall post those photos of me at the bay and on top of Mount Vic and in front of the Parliament in the midst of windy and freezing cold night. But later maybe =P

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Even though I thought myself was being too teruk in living my life, people's comments give a totally opposite view on me, without my realize.. Hmm..

" Hey minyu, u are so innocent, so guai, so good girl la.. "
Hmm.. Normally I won't care what people think about me, but when it comes to the extent that everyone's telling the same thing, and even a 17-year-old girl, I start pondering..

" Hey gal ar, please do me a favour and look after XXX so that she will grow in christ k.."
Hmm.. To my surprise, no one treats me as a new Christian at all, instead they all trust something or someone into my hand, and that boosts my growth =)

" Eh one day u will be so thankful of having minyu around u.. She has put in a lot of hard work and effort in u.. So that u don't go wrong tapping between the fine line of rights and wrongs.. "
Hmm.. I was overwhelmed by shock when I heard this conversation, such thing had never come across my mind before, I was just doing what I thought I should do, according to His will..

" Nope.. I already feel so thankful to have minyu with me.. If not.. I don't know what's gonna happen to me.. "
Hmm.. I almost cried when I heard it, I never expected this at all, this is not what I ask for, it's not about me, it's all about Him..

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This is a real story told by my friend just now when he sent me and my friend back to Weir.

According to him, he was brought to Christ by a friend who used to be a drug addict. Out of curiosity, the friend had a try on party pill and he got addicted to it since after his very first try. He was so painful and suffered but he couldn't help to go and have more of it. Life was like hell and he just couldn't take it anymore. Finally he turned to God for rescue, he gave his life to God and asked God to save him from the indescribable suffer. At last, he was saved, by God's grace.

" He was saved. And then he saved my life. " That's what my friend said.

This is another testimonial from another friend of mine.

Hers is far too complicated and it's an ongoing story. In short, her family was saved by God's unlimitted power. Though life can't be smooth and happy every moment, but at least it's turning to be a better one.

" If I never get to know God, I think I already die at the moment. " That's how she ended her sharing.

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How about me?? Myself??

Well, I would say that if I didn't accept Christ into my life, I could still live a good life as how I grew up. Going to university, having a career, meet someone and get married, having a family with kids, and what not. Yup, I see u nodding now =)

However, I can tell for sure that, " I will have died, not physically, but spiritually and souly, if I don't get to know God in my life. " Now I see u puzzled already =P

If I never get the opportunity to draw myself nearer to God..

If my friend and u all gave me up the moment I had given myself up..

If I never sense God's presense and taste His goodness..

If love and forgiveness and grace and mercy never fall upon me..

If I never find out the purpose of my life on earth..

If faith and God's conscious mean nothing to me..

If.. and only if.. what my life would be then.. I could never be able to tell..

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Today, Im walking towards a better life, with His favour upon me.

And I know that He is using me to carry out His purpose and His plan for me.

Everytime when I look at the city Im in at night, Im impressed by His work, He definitely knows what's the best for me.

Everytime when I find that life is difficult as I alone have to face all the challenges, Im amazed by His grace that overcomes all alse.

Therefore, if u ask me how's my life after accepting Christ into my life, below is my answer..

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I am standing at the feet of the miracle maker

I am staring in the face of the miracle maker

I am walking in the shoes of my miracle maker

I am standing with the faith of a miracle maker

Latte + Mochaccino = ??

I am a night person. I reckon.

I tend to figure stuff out when the night falls. Don't know..

I couldn't sleep again tonight. Must be the latte and the mochaccino that I took just now.

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Watched " A Walk To Remember ". Again.

Yet the feeling was totally different. Can't really tell why.

But I was touched seeing how an overwhelming faith led to a miracle.

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Had all the emails and messages replied. All of them.

Thank you my bro, my cousins, my friends. Your concerns make my days.

All the best in ur studies, examinations, applications for university, jobs, and what not.

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Yup I might feel homesick sometimes. But not that serious tho.

I would say that I am having great time here in New Zealand. I really really do.

Somehow I wonder why would I end up here. At least I am searching for my rightful purpose.

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Always blessed by people around me. I know it's by ur grace =)

Leviticus 26:20 I will look on you with favor and make you fruitful ..

Who is late ??

Time : One evening, when everybody was on their way home from work..

Place : NKVE Highway, Malaysia

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All of a sudden, bad guys appeared and hijacked the car which the President of America, XXX was in and had him as hostage to threathen the Malaysia government to sign a treaty..

As usual, Superman, Spiderman, as well as Batman were informed to come to the scene and did the rescue..

So the problem is.. WHO DO YOU THINK WOULD BE LATE FOR THE RESCUE ??

SUPERMAN?? He seemed to be too rush to have his underwear properly put on aye..

SPIDERMAN?? He seemed so well-prepared with the pose on..

BATMAN?? He seemed to have the least trouble of matching his suit's colour coz it's all black..


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So WHAT DO YOU RECKON??

The answer is..

The super hero who-would-be-late of the year goes to..

BATMAN !!!!

Why ??

Good question..

Because..

He and his car were stucked in the traffic jam lol

Hahaha

Father . Son . Spirit

Im tired. But I couldn't sleep. So I decided to blog.

Any idea of what Good Friday and Easter Sunday are about? Huh..

My answer would be "hmm.." and "err.." if I was not who I am today. All is about Him =)

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I left Welly for an easter camp in Fieldings, which was organised by Welly ICF and Palmy OCF. It was a getaway from weeks of tests and assignments, and most importantly, had my first Good Friday and Easter Sunday celebrated.

I shall share about the details of camp next time when I am in the right mode. Still waiting for photos to come back to me. Brought my camera but din't bother to take any pictures. Always thought that my eyes were the best camera and my brain were the best memory card.

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"Here I am to worship.. Here I am to bow down.. Here I am to say that you're my God..

You're altogether lovely.. Altogether worthy.. Altogether wonderful to me..

I never know.. How much it costs.. To see my sin upon the cross.."

Under the twinkling of starry sky, together with my spiritual family, I worshipped, I praised, I called out for Him.

Again, I felt that the whole world only me and Him left. I rejoiced in His presence, and touched by His warmth.

Yup. I am walking a wonderful journey nowadays. And I am becoming a better me bit by bit. Praise the Lord.

People around me open their heart to You and long for knowing You more. They said they wondered why I am different. But I say all the glory and honour belong to You alone.

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I left camp earlier for church Easter Production. On the way home, the van was having backfirings in the middle of nowhere.

The rest in the car were in their wary looks. To my surprise, I din't panic at all but instead was able to smile to comfort those in the shock.

For I knew surely that my Lord would be taking care of me, as He always does. Therefore I fell asleep after I finished saying prayer in my heart.

When I opened my eyes again, I was in Welly, safe and sound. And I was in time for the production. Awesome.

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First time attending an easter production. So it turned out to be totally different from what I had got in my mind.

There was a drama on stage. The storyline lied between a father and his son. Came along was a conversation between "life" and a lost person.

Well, it was indeed a normal story. Nothing special. But it could be said that every single person in the opera house were crying their heart out.

I could see people passing tissues around and I could hear people blowing their nose. But only after such a long time then I realised about all these.

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Father loves his Son with all his effort. He is always be with the Son going thru all the ups and downs in Son's life. He is the one the Son can trust and rely fully on.

However, eventually Son becomes distant from the Father. He chooses to follow the worldly standard and rejects to receive any concerns and care from Father anymore.

Everyone is so upset at the Son but the Father never fail to have faith. He strongly believes that one day the Son will repent and return to him. He never lose hope in Son.

It takes time for the Son to realise everything, how deep the love the Father lays on him, how great the grace the Father has upon him. Father sacrifices everything to save his life!!

Looking at the Father on the bed, his body is cold, but he has smile on his face, because he knows that he has his Son back at last. This is all he wants, that simple.

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I cried. Not just tears coming down. Out of what reason I din't know. I was just crying my burdened heart out.

I felt no one's presence but His. My heart was emptied and filled by spirit. Every breath that I took was so significant. It was all because of Him.

The unfailing love. The moment the Son died on the cross for me, I receive the love which never fail, which is far beyond what I deserve.

The forgiveness. The moment the Son had His blood shed, I have my sin paid off and am able to have relationship with God.

The resurrection. The moment the Son was raised victoriously from death, I know that I shall have no fear trusting in Him whose name is above all names.

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If ur God is so good, why are u having hard time in life?

For He wants me to grow. No one will grow without going thru hard time, won't they? =)

Why do u wanna give ur life to Him instead of having control over ur life?

For He is the creator of everything. He knows me more than I do and He has great plan in me =)

Why would u still trust Him tho u can't feel Him sometimes in life?

For that's the only path to grow in faith. Feeling distant doesn't mean that He isn't there =)

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I am glad for being able to share His glory with those who come to me so that could know Him more. I shall always be humble and keep my servant heart. For it's Him who does all parts.

I have learned to be honest to Him. Trusting God doesn't mean that u are gonna live life happily-ever-after.

At times, I feel low-spirited. Loneliness and homesickness just never fail to visit me. Losing hope and courage. And what not.

However, I know that what He asks for is not me being a perfect being. For He knows that I am just a human being.

He will be pleased if I open my heart and share my life to Him. That's all. Simple to understand yet not easy to do. But I will try ^_^

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Hmm.. Time to go to bed.. Just one last thing.. I---am---having---two weeks holidays!! Start from this week.. Don't know whether should feel happy or not..

Not happy because there are more tests coming after holidays.. And I think I will be stucked in Welly!!

Happy bacause can put assignments and tests aside for a while.. And can wake up late!!

Let's pray that I survive from being alone.. Missing u.. la

Look at this !! ( Nothing to do with April Fool.. I promise ^_^ )

LOOK AT THIS !!

Nope.. Of course it's not a plate =P

How about this one ?? Huh ??

Again.. The quality of photo is not good.. Well.. U know me..

So why don't u just see the one below ??

Got it ?!

Yay.. It's a theatre !!!!!!!

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What was I doing in a theatre ??

Good question ^_^

It's because.......

My church was having Sunday service here

lol

Note : I was "April Fooled" by my friend. Nearly screamed out when pastor was preaching. Thought that there was some kinda of animal under my seat. Phew. Thanks God!! Otherwise I would steal all the limelight..

My bro must be thinking, " How would that ever cross ur mind.. An animal in a theatre.. "

Hahaha ^_^

Anyway

Happy April Fool Day !!

Tho it's a bit late

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Note : The above are my last smiles of the day..

Got homesick coz meeting Pastor Matt Fielder again.. But not in Malaysia..

The message was still awesome.. But people around were not the same..

However, Im fine =)

" Nothing" is impossible with Him !!

Think about it properly.. Find the hidden meaning behind.. Nite.. Sweet dream..