S.E.C.U.R.E.

I think I understand what girls want today.

I feel it when I am with dad.
Because he tells me that he cares about me.

I feel it when I am with mum.
Because she shows her concerns to me.

I feel it when I am with Xian.
Because he is always there whenever I need help.

I feel it when I am with Jie.
Because he does things for me without letting me know.

It can only be felt when one choose to speak it out, loud and act it out, clear.

Security is its name.

Today, in the afternoon, I was questioned what do girls want actually.
Same day, in the evening, I realize the answer after talking to family and friends.

Out of complexity and complicatedness the answer is just simple.

Feeling secure emotionally is the key.

The wind is attacking the city out there. I am listening to gospel songs and appreciating God's presence in my room. Can't wait for church tomorrow indeed.

Can't wait to be in the house where the ultimate security origins from, Amen.

Thank God

My mind was blank.

Eyes were blinded by scorching white light.

Became deaf as all sounds faded away.

Not even have chance to open my mouth.

"Bang!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

My body was thrown forwards by the momentum.

Next thing I knew I was held back by the seat belt back to seat.

At the 0.0001 second I thought that I was gonna..

Then pain felt at the chest and back and legs.

"Are you ok?!"

I was frightened.

Breathe stopped till I realized I was short of air.

Chest was hurting.

Those few minutes felt like ages.

"It is alright."

At last brain started working again.

There was a car crash involving three cars.

Cars got quite badly but no one got injured.

Tears began to form in my eyes.

"Thank you Lord.."

I thank you that everyone reached home safe and sound.

Thank you for the rains that filled the Marae water tanks.

Heavenly Father, I am tired..

I need a shoulder to cry on..

I need arms to rest in..

I need a good sleep..

And I thank you.

Miss Minyu ??

New blood in Malaysia politics..

Olympic torch relay officially kicked off..

Battle between Barack Obama and Hilary Clinton on fire..

Here I am, in the wet windy Welly, setting eyes upon the world ^_^

How many times could one get injuries in a period of time??

If there is a quota for that, I AM SURE that I had used up all my quota of the year!!

Cuts on forehead and fingers are healed. Bruises on knees are getting better. Blisters on feet are dried up. Panda eyes are yet to get rid of lol

See the picture above?? One side glass door in my campus was shattered into pieces by strong wind the other day. Guess what?? It happened right after I passed it by and stepped into the corridor. Hmmmm.. Now you know how windy Welly is.. And how accurate is my 'quota theory' =P



Look!! How majestic was the bench!! And how terrified was I..

I AM BRAVE. I touched snake, tiger, scorpion, cockroach and all those insects that make girls scream hysterically. Oh I rode elephant too.

I AM GUTLESS. I dare not approach dogs, cats, chicken, birds, fish, rabbits and basically all those animals that other girls hug and sayang.

Look at the picture above, it was taken when I met duckies =(



Well.. That's what we call 'life'

No way you will know what comes next. Disaster?? Miracle?? Only God knows.
Opportunity slips off your fingers all the time. Why are you doing what you are doing?? Who are you living for??

No way you can hide from fear in life. Fear to step out. Fear to stay real. Fear to speak out. Fear to stand in boldness.

No one is meant to be alone. That's why God created man and woman at the very first place. That's why we are called to live as a church. That's why we have family, another-half, friends, you and me.



So I thank you sweetie for kacau-ing me when you miss me.

Hugs for you dear always say yes when I suggest to yum cha, or when I crave for sushi and Seoul House.

Thank you for making appointment to talk online one week ahead as I demand.

Huggies for allowing me to rest in my 'tortoise shell' when I am tired and do not feel like talking.

Thank you for volunteering to feed my tummy too lol



As I promised, like one month ago, hehe, here it is ^_^

I think I gain weight. That's why I don't show my body lol

Hair grows longer. I feel like cutting it myself seriously.

Oh say hi to my eye bag as well. They witness my completion of test, assignment, essay and lab report and my intimacy with my lap top. What do you mean you can't see them?! Now you know why I post the picture horizontally lol

Miss you..