The Smile. That Smile.

"10.. 9.. 8.. 7....... 3.. 2.. 1!! Yo!!"

It is a season of countdowns. No doubt for that.

A few days ago, the world was dressing up, partying, getting high and going crazy to celebrate Christmas. I doubt.

A few days later, the world is going to repeat the same process to celebrate New Year. I doubt, as well.

I thought Christmas is a season of goodwill, a season to celebrate the birth of Christ. But why I saw people treating it as a getaway from their daily life, holidaying and getting high? At the end, only the exhausted body and the empty soul left.

I thought New Year is a season of vision, a season to look back on the past so that we can burn bright in the future. But why I see people only keen on partying and going crazy? At the end, lost in the midst of crowds and the thunderous cheers.

Then, all these remind me of the smile,that smile..

I was walking along one of Singapore's famous roads, the Orchard Road. The night view as well as the light decorations were breathtaking. I just could not take my eyes off them.

Every single area was crowded with people from all walks of life, all were there because of certain reasons. I just did not bother myself with them.

All of a sudden, I was stopped. In front of me was a boy, with a balloon in his hand. First impression? Sun-tanned skin and same height as I, I would say. Haha. I did what exactly would I did as I was in Malaysia. I gave him a slight smile and shook my head, without giving him a chance to explain.

He stopped me again. Giving me a convincing look, he asked me whether I wanted anything as he would shape the balloon into it. At the same time, I realized that I was quite a distance from my mum. So I think I stood stunned for quite a while.

"Hey!! Have you done? Hurry up.." It brought me back to reality. I looked for the source of the sound and found out a whole group of his friends were waiting for him. "Wait!! I will be done soon.." Then he turned back to me, again, with that look.

This time he said nothing but gave me a broad cheerful smile. He still did not want to give up. Finally, I nodded. Without the slightest hesitation, he started shaping the balloon into something. That something did not look like anything to me =P

After a few seconds, that something was done. He tried to put it around my head but it just could not fit ( Definitely not because of my head was big ya!! ). Then I took it over from him who seemed embarassed.

"Thank you." I gave him a smile. "It is an unicorn actually. It is a blessing for you. Chiristmas is coming." He showed me the broad cheerful smile for the last time, then he left.

People continued passing by. Noices never ended. It was getting colder. However, my heart was warm ^_^

The smile.. That smile..

It reminds me from time to time that I am a blessing, and I wanna be a blessing.

Hope that those I care and those care about me to celebrate their coming New Year knowing the significant meaning behind.

If the boy that I met knew it, how could you not to??

^_^

You are loved !!

Don't give up

It's just the weight of the world

When your heart is heavy I will lift it for you

Don't give up

Because you want to be heard

If silence keeps you I will break it for you

Don't give up

It's just the hurt that you hide

When you are lost inside I will be there to find you

Don't give up

Because you want to burn bright

If darkness blinds you I will shine to guide you

Everybody wants to be understood

Well I can hear you

Everybody wants to be loved

Don't give up

Because you are loved

" I am the way, the truth, and the light "

Happy Birthday to Jesus Christ

Merry Christmas!!

Touched by the warmth..

Early in the morning, it was raining non-stop out there.

Inside my room, lying on my bed, with my whole body covered with blanket, I had no intention of getting up, at all.

Suddenly, "Minyu minyu!! Wake up!! Hurry up!! Look at this!!"

Relunctantly, I forced myself to open my eyes. Came into my sight was a lovely silver present box!!

With thousands of question marks popping out in my mind, I took it over and opened it.

"Eh?! Nothing what.." I saw nothing but a small square yellowish sponge.

"Take out the sponge and see?! Hehe.." Such a cunning old fox.

"Wow wow wow!!" Guess what?? There was a gorgeous silver bracelet under the sponge!!

"Nice ler.. Enough.. Now give me back.." Not yet recovered from shock, the box was taken away from me.

WHY?! What happen?! No need to ask I already knew that it was not for me. My dearest brother where got so kind one. He just wanted to have a rehearsal before the box was passed to its real master. Oops should be mistress. Sigh. =(

Anyway, I was happy. At least I had my day started off extraordinary. =p

It is still raining out there. It has been raining days and nights. It is bloody cold outside. But deep inside my heart, I am touched by warmth.

So nice to be at home..

When tomorrows come..

[[ One day, puppy asked his mummy, " Where is my bliss?"

Mummy answered him, " Ur bliss is on ur tail.."

Puppy put in his best effort to chase after his tail..

No matter how hard he tried, he just never could reach it.. ]]

Recently,
I let myself going through the Tunnel of Past..

There,
I see myself from innocent to mature..
I see myself with laughters and tears..
I see myself experiencing gain and loss..

Eventually,
I find myself in a whirl..
I am lost..

I become panicked..

Therefore I try to struggle
Thinking that it might help me out of the mist..

Then I try not to
Realizing that it is a waste of time and effort..

I start pondering..

Suddenly I realize!!

My fear of parting with those I love and I care
has eaten me up bit by bit..

My fear of walking the journey fulled of uncertainty
has consumed my courage bit by bit..

Because of fear I try to grab everything in my hand
To assure and secure myself..

[[ Puppy went to mummy, down-hearted and depressed,

"I can't reach and I won't grab my bliss.."

Mummy gave him a warm smile and replied,
"As long as u be brave, and be tough,

all u need to do is just stepping forward,

full of confidence and fearless,

then ur bliss will follow u wherever u go.." ]]

Hope

" It bends.. It twists.. It sometimes hides.. But rarely does it break.. It sustains us when nothing else can.. "

Reunion?? Farewell??

Part 1

Now the time is 1.27 a.m. I reached home about half an hour ago. Overwhelmed by joy and excitement, I just wanna say " Hi everyone!! Welcome back!! Pleased to see you guys!! ".

I am never a good friend, especially to my hometown friends ( Though none of them ever realize that ). It could be said that we were in the same kindergarten, going to the same primary school, and studying in the same secondary school for the past 13 years ( For your information, there were only one kindergarten, one primary school, and one secondary school in my hometown ). However, I rarely barely hardly spent time with them.

I was having short talks with almost everyone ( Those short talks took me about three hours to come to an end, give or take a few minutes ), what would I say is that " Hey guys!! We all are getting older and older.. " Haha. Just kidding. I repeat. " We all are becoming more mature from time to time.. " Agree??

I know I will have a sweet dream tonight. I just know it ^_^

Part 2

Now the time is 1.47 a.m. I reached home about half an hour ago. Again. Overwhelmed by down-heartedness and low-spiritedness, I just wanna say " Hey all!! Wish you a safe journey!! Bye bye and take care!! ".

Though I am still not a good friend, though I only joined you guys twice, the wonderful memories that you all gave me tonight and the other night will remain forever in my mind, and my heart.

Before we all leave Kerayong tomorrow or the day after tomorrow, I would like to wish you guys on three things..

1) All the best in your studies!!

2) All the best in your careers!!

3) Last but not least.. All the best in your relationships!! ^_^

I know I will not sleep well tonight. I just know it =(

Wanna know a story about Little Devil ??

A long long time ago.. ( Actually it was not that LONG. Just thought that all stories should start in this way. ^_^ ) There was this little girl, let's just call her minyu, maybe? Nothing really special about minyu, but if you insist, I would say yeap, she did have a pair of sepet eyes ( Or she does have a pair of sepet eyes?? ), a Jackie Chan's nose ( Luckily this gene was not dominant. Phew. ), and.. Enough. Haha.

In minyu's childhood memories, she strongly believed that she used to be a devil, a Little Devil!! Why?? Oh please do not ask me why. As the story teller, I myself also never knew WHY. For minyu, it was just a kind of feeling, that she herself was a Little Devil. Or you would prefer to think in this way, " Girls memang like that one "?? Haha. Thank you. Therefore let us just forget about WHY, WHAT, and HOW so that we could continue with the story. Kk?? Thanks again.

We all learn Science. And no one will deny that the most important element in Science is called evidence. Agree?? But this statement will definitely contradicts my story because there is no evidence to support the statement saying that minyu was a Little Devil. Why?? Again?? It is because everyone tends to give her comments such as " You are a good girl ", " You are so guai ", " You are so obedient ", " You are so smart " and so on. ( I do have more and more comments. If you are interested, welcome to reach me personally and I would like to share with you. K. ^_^ )

While you are reading this part, I am 100% sure that the symptons like headache, nausea, as well as speechless, feel like slapping someone up and down have already applied to you. Other than that, I am 100% confident that you are giving comments, oh no, should be criticisms like " What kind of blog is this?! ", " Why do I want to waste my time reading it?! ", or something like " What kind of friend do I make?! ", " Do not let me meet her again or else.. ". Am I right?? Huh?? Haha.

No matter what, you still have to approve that I am a GREAT story teller. Why?? Again?? U sure?? Because I am not telling you story purely by words, instead I let you experience the evil and wickedness of Little Devil. Haha. What?! You are having fever now?! Very high ka?! Pity you la.

So.. I suppose this is the end of my story about the Little Devil, minyu. Hopefully you already learn a lesson from this story. If you learn nothing, never mind, let me do you a favour.

minyu was not only a Little Devil in the past

she is actually still a devil now

and most probably she will be a devil in the future

hahahahahahaha

I bet you already have a look on my first post. The bicycle one? Two-tyred? Remember? What I am gonna say is if you are SMART and CLEVER enough, you will never believe that it is my masterpiece, because I am not that ben dan to publish a post like that. I keep it mainly as an acknowledgement to my sifu. I am a good girl. Haha.

Introducing..

Hi All!

Why is the bicycle leaning against the wall??

Because it is two-tyred!!

HAHA